this is the close up I was talking about strahd..
I just woke up from this dream recently..
There is a lot that was said and done in our "relationship" that felt right... that made sense. Some of the things that she told me gave me hope that we could be together.... She told me she loved me... The lies and misdirection.... I was so caught up..
fridge denim shorts daisy dukes HOH pet food bowls.
I mean he had issues with trusting me for reasons (not cheating) and what does he do, he takes the trust I had in him and throws it right out the f'ing window! I just don't know what to do, what to think, I don't know where to start....I need help. My family says get rid of him, my one and only friend says get rid of him but I don't know that I can. I do love him but this hurts pretty damn similar to being told the one you've been with for 4 years doesn't love you anymore. I don't hate him, but do hate him for what he did..
I want to get coffee there.
Wow...shes smokin hot!!.
Don't focus on getting replies, focus on sending out emails..
ya i have...but updating Java helped a lot. not a complete fix tho..
Hey unc I uploaded a few pix today and I was wondering how long til they show?.
I'm happy go lucky , bit sensitive and want to have fun tonight ..
examples of her pushing me away...
I wonder if I am in the same boat sometimes. Like if I am on a date with a man I am finding really attractive, and amazingly easy to talk to and maybe really interesting. Even when I am very interested in close physical contact from him, something about me makes me afraid of initiating the little flirty touches, like Im afraid they would be unwelcome. or like I need him to initiate before I'll feel more at ease. And this fear influencing my behavior probably leads him to think I'm not interested. And I am not the most experienced at good dating, so I fear Ive burned a few bridges that might have been nice ones to have..