you can pray for anything you want. that doesn't mean that it is going to get answered the way you want it. you may be praying for something that is not good for you....
And for the record, not every many who cheats is sexually deprived. Just because you're having sex daily doesn't necessarily safeguard your relationship from outside temptations. Some men (and women) enjoy the chase, the sneaking around, some are addicted to the risk factor or a certain taboo. The monotony of being in a committed relationship with one woman may be taking a toll on him which is why he's looking up escorts, past or present. There could be a hundred reasons that ultimately have nothing to do with you specifically..
lets see ... blue bikini ... blue nevermind.
Amber is the color of my energ..
But I think you should move on or at least date other girls..
Are you emotionally guarded only with dating, or are you guarded generally with family and friends, etc.?.