i think it is actually a 55 on the t-shirt because of the reflection in the mirror.
If you are making it to 2 months with girls, clearly you are attractive. I don't just mean physically but in other senses as well. So it's not you; it's the message that you are putting out. Sounds like you get caught up in your excitement and impatient which comes off as pushing too hard, clingy or needing too much from the other person. This is a great opportunity to communicate better not throw in the towel or determine other person can't give you what you need or are not it because you are not seeing perfectly eye to eye. It's too hyperfocused on one person is intense and can scare people off. Don't be down on yourself. Look at constructive ways that you can do things differently. Post examples of past ones if you want or as you are starting off on your next one and we will help..
great line-up, especially #2.